-jarenriquez-

later i realized that having patience in our patience is important.

i learned to become more eager on the things that i want to happen.

i learned to be more understanding even if it’s causing a lot of heartaches and annoyance.

i learned to be simple even ig others perceive me as disparate from others.

but who the hell cares? it’s my life and it’s my way of dealing what patience means for me! last night i asked God to be more considerate to me. yeah i know that He fed me with so much needs in order for me to live in this hostile world but i need "someone" who can accept me and savor me with the universal and crucial need that a human being like me needs and that is LOVE! ( in capital format ). despite this traumatic experienced in loving i still patiently wait for the right person and sometimes i imagined as if i have one.

well, the last thing that i thought all the days of my life is that maybe, God is just fixing that someone and conditioned him to readily love me with all the love that a parsimonious human specie could give!!